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My thoughts will follow you into your dreams.

Meow?[pause] (Waiting for something to happen?)

You've caused so much suffering... yet you do nothing.

And so you've earned nothing in return.

Your friends will never forgive you.

They'll abandon you like you did them... and that's what you deserve.

You tell yourself that you don't want to burden others... But the truth is that you're selfish. You just don't want people to depend on you.

When do you think about others? How long are you going to let people take care of you?

You say you care but you're a liar. You've never done anything for anyone else.

You're useless... less than useless. You're sick.

People like you don't deserve to live.

Your friends are wrong about you. The person they love isn't you at all.

You let them believe in a lie to protect yourself.

You're nothing but a liar... and when they see the truth...

They'll hate you as much as you hate yourself.

If they know the truth, you'll never be able to regain their trust.

No matter what you do, it will be hopeless.

All you'll do is make things worse. It would be better to just die.

It would be better to just die.

You should just die.

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"I love you"

"Then... I love you too"

The only place lower to fall... was hell.

I hope that you never forget me.

You are not unlovable. There is always something to love. Even in a stupid, stupid universe where we have hot dogs for fingers... we get very good with our feet.

So, even though you have broken my heart yet again, I wanted to say, in another life, I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.

Every new discovery is just a reminder...
We're all small and stupid.

Before my feelings pass the point of no return...
Before I find it impossible to separate from ********

Please

May ******** die, if only a moment sooner.

"Do you... see me as having a bright future ahead?"

"Yeah"

"Well, all the more reason not to sell. No logic in letting those years go if they're worth that much."

...

"Right answer[skip].[/skip"

I'll die, leaving nothing behind. But I don't mind that.

I don't need the eternity I once dreamed of now. I don't mind if no one remembers me.

Because ******'s here with me, smiling by my side.

Just because of that, I can forgive everything else.

I believe, those three days, compared to the tragic 30 years I would have lived, compared to the worthwhile 30 days I would have lived, were of much, much more value.

Dear God, dear God, tinkle hoy.

You know... Waltzes were always my favorite.
That's why I chose this song for our last recital.
But you always hated it, didn't you?
How I'd lock myself away on the piano... All that practicing... Playing the same song over and over.
When you first picked up your new violin, you were so eager to play with me.
But keeping up with something isn't so easy.
Maybe I pushed you too hard.
I'm sorry... I just wanted it to be perfect.

We never did get to play at that last recital.

Did you want to play it with me now?

*****... It's almost time.
You've been through a lot these past few days.
You must be tired... We all make mistakes... You've been running from this one for a long time now.
It's tough to own up to them sometimes, but you'll forgive yourself, won't you?

You can do this, *****.

You've worked really hard to get to this point... There's only one thing left to do now.

Know that I'll always be watching over you, okay?

As long as you remember me, I'll be here...

The love song I wrote that day... I got embarrassed and never sang it for her.

Oh yeah... I'll sing it to her when I go home.

I'll go home.

I'll hurry home.

There's nothing cool about these characters. They're just your average 20-somethings who blend into the backdrop of the city.

But the most important messages in our lives don't come from musicians on stage or stars on television. They come from the average people all around you, the ones who are just feet from where you stand.

That's what I believe.

When my other untalented friends and I got together with some instruments-[pause] it was like our world opened up. It was like zero and zero got together and made infinity.

In the super ultra awesome world you'd make, would there be any crappy movies?

You know, to begin with... I... don't even like drawing manga. It's not fun. The entire process is a hassle. It's super unglamorous too. You can draw aall day long and still be nowhere finished. Really, I'd be better off just sticking to reading manga. I shouldn't draw it.

Then why do you draw, ******?

It's missing a pinch of fantasy, don't you think?

Whether it suits them or not, people yearn for a dream. Sustained by a dream, hurt by a dream, revived by a dream, killed by a dream. And even after being abandoned by a dream, it continues to smolder from the bottom of one's heart... probably until the verge of death. A man should envision such a lifetime once. A life spent as a martyr... to the god named "Dream[skip].[/skip]"

I have no wings, so I guess I'll look up at this sky, and crawl along the Earth.

...so when I look out there... it's like each one of those lights contains tiny dreams and hopes... That's the way it looks... campfire of dreams... huh...

Anywhere can be paradise as long as you have the will to live. After all, you are alive, so you will always have the chance to be happy. As long as the Sun, the Moon, and the Earth exist, everything will be all right.

I mustn't run away.

How disgusting.