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WELCOME TO BLACK SPACE

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RUNDOWN ABOUT ME:

name: call me A, (Friend A if you get the reference)

age: 15

languages: english

favorites: omori (in case you couldn't tell), elden ring, BOTW and TOTK, cyberpunk 2077, fragrant flower, kaguya-sama, 3 days of happiness, goodnight punpun, berserk, yoasobi, evangelion

hobbies: coding, piano, gaming, being chronically online and brainrotted

WHAT IS THIS?

Q: what's black space? what the heck are "doors?"

A: it's a section in Omori where all of Sunny's repressed memories and fears are, each hidden behind its own door (literally)


Q: what are you putting in these doors?

A: really just a jumble of random quotes from anime/manga/games and some personal thoughts. nothing is labeled and i plan to keep it that way


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My thoughts will follow you into your dreams.

Meow?[pause] (Waiting for something to happen?)

You've caused so much suffering...[pause] yet you do nothing.

And so you've earned nothing in return.

Your friends will never forgive you.

They'll abandon you like you did them...[pause] and that's what you deserve.

You tell yourself that you don't want to burden others...[pause] But the truth is that you're selfish.[pause] You just don't want people to depend on you.

When do you think about others?[pause] How long are you going to let people take care of you?

You say you care but you're a liar.[pause] You've never done anything for anyone else.

You're useless...[pause] less than useless.[pause] You're sick.

People like you don't deserve to live.

Your friends are wrong about you.[pause] The person they love isn't you at all.

You let them believe in a lie to protect yourself.

You're nothing but a liar...[pause] and when they see the truth...

They'll hate you as much as you hate yourself.

If they know the truth, you'll never be able to regain their trust.

No matter what you do, it will be hopeless.

All you'll do is make things worse. It would be better to just die.

It would be better to just die.

You should just die.

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"I love you"

"Then...[pause] I love you too"

The only place lower to fall...[pause] was hell.

I hope that you never forget me.

You are not unlovable.[pause] There is always something to love.[pause] Even in a stupid, stupid universe where we have hot dogs for fingers...[pause] we get very good with our feet.

So, even though you have broken my heart yet again,[pause] I wanted to say,[pause] in another life,[pause] I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.

Every new discovery is just a reminder...
We're all small and stupid.

Before my feelings pass the point of no return...
Before I find it impossible to separate from ___

Please

May ___ die,[pause] if only a moment sooner

"Do you...[pause] see me as having a bright future ahead?"

"Yeah"

"Well, all the more reason not to sell.[pause] No logic in letting those years go if they're worth that much"

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"Right answer"

I'll die,[pause] leaving nothing behind.[pause] But I don't mind that.

I don't need the eternity I once dreamed of now.[pause] I don't mind if no one remembers me.

Because ___'s here with me,[pause] smiling by my side.

Just because of that,[pause] I can forgive everything else.

I believe,[pause] those three days,[pause] compared to the tragic 30 years I would have lived,[pause] compared to the worthwhile 30 days I would have lived,[pause] were of much,[pause] much more value.

Dear God,[pause] dear God,[pause] tinkle hoy

You know... Waltzes were always my favorite.
That's why I chose this song for our last recital.
But you always hated it, didn't you?
How I'd lock myself away on the piano...[pause] All that practicing...[pause] Playing the same song over and over.
When you first picked up your new violin,[pause] you were so eager to play with me.
But keeping up with something isn't so easy.
Maybe I pushed you too hard.
I'm sorry...[pause] I just wanted it to be perfect.

We never did get to play at that last recital.

Did you want to play it with me now?

*****...[pause] It's almost time.
You've been through a lot these past few days.
You must be tired...[pause] We all make mistakes...[pause] You've been running from this one for a long time now.
It's tough to own up to them sometimes,[pause] but you'll forgive yourself,[pause] won't you?

You can do this, *****.

You've worked really hard to get to this point...[pause] There's only one thing left to do now.

Know that I'll always be watching over you,[pause] okay?

As long as you remember me,[pause] I'll be here...